Destined Dancer

catching up again

2005-08-13T16:51:00.000-07:00

well a lot has happened since the last time i wrote.

Old Homes Days
i went to brookline old homes day on the 29th.(forgot to write about it last time. oops!) it was fun. i hung out with lauren, emily, laura, kris, and andrew. i got an airbrushed tattoo of a rose with vines coming out from it. it was wicked pretty! then when lauren, emily, and laura had to leave, i hung out with kris and andrew. we went to the playground and i got a snowcone and fried dough. yum!! it was fun!

Rehersals
i've had rehersals throughout the summer for a performance of Godspell that i'm in. it's being done at the Palace Theater in Manchester, NH. im in the ensemble. we've had rehersals on satudays and sundays from 10-5 or 10-3 or different times. they're long but we get a lunch break. yay!! everyone has to come and see it. call the box office to get tickets. ask me for more info. i've made a ton of new friends. i luv you guys!!!!

Beach
on tuesday i went to Hampton beach with kris. it was a long ride but we occupied ourselves. we listened to music mostly. when we got there, we went in the water. it was fricken cold man!!! i was about to die! lol. we boogie boarded but then the board broke so we had to go on a hunt for 2 new ones. all of the ones we found were U-G-L-Y YOU AINT GOT NO ALIBI. YOU UGLY YA YA YOU UGLY! lol don't ask. but we finally found some that were half decent looking. we also got....fried dough!!! yay for fried dough!!!!! it was awsome! then we layed out and tanned and talked. it was an awsome day!

Shopping at Bob's
on wednesday i went to Bob's to get jeans and stuff. i was going to get UnionBay but they didn't fit right for some reason. usually they do....odd...i ended up getting angel jeans and a pair or bongos. i also got a South Pole sweatshirt, 2 green and pink polos, and some tank tops. i went into the dressing room about 6 times. i had soo much to try on! lol. while i was in there i overheard some ppl talking saying there is a sale at American Eagle. so i was like soo excited! i want to go there soon.i love my new clothes!!

Pool Party
on friday i had a pool party. it was awsome! a lot of ppl came and we swam and and went on the trampoline alot. there was music too. i hung out with about everyone. me, cori, and kimmie played volleyball alot! cori hurt her foot but i have hope that it will get better. ppl used the hot tub too. i had an awsome time. i wish i didn't have to end.

so thats about it. ill try to update more often. im out lovelys!
~caitz~

catching up

2005-08-03T02:00:00.000-07:00

i haven't written in a while so ive got alot of catching up to do:

Water Country
on wednesday i went to water counrty with kris. my family, my uncle and my 2 lil cousins came, too. it was wicked fun. we were determined to go on all the rides except the kiddie ones and geronimo. that is where you slide on on a practically veritcal slide on your back. we didn't do that one. we went on the new dragen's den ride. it was sooo much fun! it was worth the 30 minute wait!! at the end of the day we sat in chairs by the pool and tanned. it's weird that the day we were there some girls get fondeled in the same pool we had been in earlier....weird...anyway, after water country we went to joey's diner and i splashed some water on zach...ok it was more like the whole glass but w/e. haha! me and kris went into the bathroom and she was having a fight with the "magic sink". lolol it was soooo funny! i had a great time that day.

Emily's Going Away Party
so saturday was emily's going away party at laurens house. we swam and ate alot! lol. kris gave her a picture frame that had pictures of all her friends in it. no she won't forget us! i gave her a card that had inside jokes from everyone on it. we laughed alot knowing we weren't going to see her for a long time. why did she have to move to FLORIDA!? why couldn't she have just moved into the house in hollis?! it really isn't fair. I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH EMILY!!!! LYLAS FOREVER!!!

Mall Trip
me, rachel, and lauren went to the mall of nh on saturday to get sophie's b-day present. i got her a dragan statue, braclet, and lip gloss. i also got a shirt from wet seal, a skort from aeropostle, and sunglasses from claires. oh i also got 2 rings frm silver ribbon. one is a bunch of hearts and one is the drama masks. i love them. it was a good day!

Sophie's Birthday Party
sophie's bday party was on sunday and it was fun. when i got up, it was raning and prayed it wouldn't rain for the rest of the day and it didn't. whew! we swam alot! she got this new raft from hannah g and it's huge! we had a contest to see which pair of ppl could stand up on it the longest. me and kris got to 168 and at first we were in first but then some ppl beat us. she got lots of good presents and had a cake shaped like a afishbowl. it was delicious!! i tried to tan but didn't get very tan. oh well. i had tons of fun anyway!

i think that about does it for everything i need to catch up on.
lots and lots of love,
~catiz~

my LJ's

2005-07-10T17:58:00.000-07:00

these are some LJ's i just made. they're my first and i'll take suggestions, comments, help anything. hope you like them. and remember...i'm still learning!

i have other images but I haven't decided what to do with them yet. when i decide and make them, i'll post them.
lots and lots of love,
~caitz~

the mall

2005-07-07T19:28:00.000-07:00

i went to the pheasent lane mall today with kris, talia, and sophie. the same group i went tubing with! how coincidental! lolol. i brought $100 with me to spend and came home with $10. wow i spent alot! kris got a magazine and food, sophie got a necklace, hair scrunchie, book, and food, and talia got a book and sunglasses. they didn't have as much $$ as I had. we went to alot of stores in 3 hours. i got 3 shirts at Pacsun, 1 shirt at American Eagle, sunglasses, and a beanie hat. i love all of them!! we saw some ppl we knew, too. we saw hannah and rebecca, kelci, and jay and jeff. i guess today was the day to go to the mall! lol. i still have to go to the manchester mall to go to Wet Seal and Demo. i left $100 for it. i need to get another pair of shorts and a pink tank top. it was an awsome day!!!
lots and lots of love,
~caitz~

4th of July/Tubing

2005-07-06T10:58:00.000-07:00

4th of July
i went to Lauren's house on the 4th of July. it was fun. we played Dance Dance Revolution which we...I...stunk at. lol. i own it but i haven't played in a while. then we found this old game of hers in her closet that we played. it was for like 5 yr olds to help them learn counting and spelling and stuff like that. after that we took a walk to the village store. it was longer than i thought but i kept up. i got a twix bar and a water and lauren got resse's and a jumbo twix. it was hot out so when we got back we went in the basement where it was cool. we went online for a while and onto this really stupid website. lol. next her friends from Chelmsford arrived. they have 2 kids: an 11 yr old girl named Tyler, and a 5 yr old girl named Lily. we hung out in the pool(even though it was freezing!) and on the swings and drew with chalk. my dad came at 6:00 to pick me up on his motorcycle. when i got home my family and i watched The Pacifier and then the Boston Pops. all in all it was a good day.

Tubing
yesterday kris invited me, sophie,and talia(she was already at her house) tubing on Joey's boat. i had sooo much fun!!! we went to Lake Potanipo. there were some other boats out on the lake but whatever, it wasn't too crowded. first, we drove out the lake and we were all crammed in the back seat which is only meant for 2 ppl and we had 4. lol!! when we got there and everything was set we headed out on the lake. when we got out there we immdiatly jumped out and started swimming. the lake was kinda cold but not after you get in and used to it. the wind was pushing us away from the boat so we kept having to swim back near it so we didn't get to far away from it. the boats were making waves and tali was trying to jump over them. she looked funny doing it because she had her life jacket on. kris said she loked liked a frog. lolol. then we went tubing. boy, that was an adventure!! kris went first and joey whipped her around really fast at one part that the water hit her hard in the face. she was fine though. i went next and i had alot on bumps in mine so i went high off the water. sophie, who had never done it before, went third. she loved it. last was talia who was laughing the whole time through her turn. we then went back to kris's for 2 hours. her computer wasn't working at first but then we got it working finnally. talia was watching How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days which she had started earlier. we took some pictures too. talia took one of the inside of her mouth! it came out all red looking. lol. it was an awsome day!!!!!
lots and lots of love,
~caitz~

sick

2005-07-03T14:43:00.000-07:00

i haven't written in a while because i've been sick. i've had the flu all the past week and this weekend. i woke up in the middle of the night a couple of nights ago and came downstairs to watch movies. i watched Legally Blonde, Clue, and Shrek. yesterday i watched Finding Nemo, The Incredibles, Shrek 2, and alot of TV. i'm feeling a little better today and hopefully will be better tomorrow for the 4th of July. i couldn't go with Kris, Talia,and Sam on Kris's boat today because i could get motion sick and throw up. and that wouldn't be good! lol. besides, my back and legs still kinda hurt. well thats all for now. my mom is going to be back soon with some movies from Movie Scene. going to watch one maybe.
lots and lots of love,
~caitz~

HBHS baby!

2005-06-30T11:09:00.000-07:00

my scheduale
1. Concert Choir
2. World Cultures
3. Physical Science
4. Free
5. Welness
6. French II
7. Accelerated English
8. Algebra I
every other day i have 2 free periods because im taking chorus.

leave me a message on my tagboard if you are in any of my classes. thnx a bunch!

lots and lots of love,
~Caitz~

canobie lake park

2005-06-23T11:39:00.000-07:00

no more school!!! YAY!!!

on tuesday, we went to Canobie Lake Park. it was soooo fun! i went on:
1. the boston tea party
2. the tube ride
3.the swinging ship
4. this new water park thing
i went on most of the rides and stuff with kris because we couldn't find rachel, lauren, emily, and tali half the time. we found them near the end and hung out. i went on the tube ride 2 times and the second time the guy remembered us and he's like"back again?should i let you on? oh i guess i will" at the end of the day, kris, talia, and I litterally had 5 miutes to take 3 pictures in a phot booth and print them. we were wicked late so we were like yelling at the booth. talia was like"hurry up you stupid plastic bamboo!" lol. i am laughing as i type this cuz it was so funny. lololol!i ate fried dough and dippin dots. i love dippin dots!!! all in all, it wasd a good day.

i have 4 recitals this weekend starting on friday. i have dress rehersal from 2- 5 on friday and the show starts at 7. then i have a 1:00 and 5:30 show on saturday and a 1:00 show on sunday. i am going to be exhausted but...i love it! i wouldn't trade it for anything! i am soo excited, wish me luck!
lots of love,
~Caitz~

stuff to catch up on

2005-06-03T17:09:00.000-07:00

hey, i haven't written in a while so im catching up now...

well at my last voice lesson i picked a song for my recital on the 18th. im going to sing "Till There Was You" from The Music Man. i can't wait till the recital. it should be fun. i hope my voice is better by then. i've been drinking tea to help it. we'll have to see....

i'm entering a singing contest sponsered by Teen Vogue and a websit called Thisit.com. yes, it's the same one Kris is entering. that's how i heard about it. im going to sing"Heard It Through The Grapevine" for my audition. well, it's not exactly an audition. you record yourself singing on a tape and send it in. you also have to send in a pic. of yourself expressing your personal style. im going to wear:
-tall black boots
-black, pink, and gray schoolgirlish mini skirt
-volcom stone shirt
-silver bracelets
-big hoop earings
-black hat
i have to send it by the 10th so it arrives at the contest place by the 13th.

we are going to cannon mt and the flume on the 9th to look at rocks. this should be fun(sarcastically). at least we miss school. we are also going to canabie lake park on the 21st. that should be fun(not sarcastically)! can't wait! we only have 12 school days left!!! yay!!!

tomorrow im going to see Sisterhood Of The Traveling Pants. i CANNOT wait!!!!! im soooo excited! i loved the books. i still have to read the third. well thats about it. if i think of anything else i will post again. tata!
~caitz~

haven't written in a while

2005-06-01T18:46:00.000-07:00

i haven't had time to write in a while. i don't even really have time now.will try to write later. srry!
~caitz~

all district fesival

2005-05-15T20:54:00.000-07:00

yesterday i went to the all district fesival with kris wilson, laura lumbard, caleigh mcCoy, and james howard. the band went ,too, with teagan daly, maddie whitiker, molly furlong, chris clement, and matt casazza. it was awsome!! we had to get to HBMS to meet at 7:30. we got to the fesival and had to register. then we had rehersal from 9:00 to 11:30, when we had lunch. after lunch we had rehersal from 12:10 to 3:30. we had dress rehersal then dinner. after dinner we got dressed for the concert. the concert was at 6:00 and we were first out of the band, chorus, and the orchestra! the songs we sang were:
1. I Gave My Love a Red, Red Rose
2. How Can I Stop Singing My Song?
3. All the Pretty Little Horses
4. Wall Street Rythm(it was rythm talking, not singing)
5. Sit Down
my favorite was How Can I Stop Singing My Song? ,although i liked them all, except for Wall Street Rythm, which no one liked. my voice is raspy when i sing. it probably will be till the end of the week. i over worked it on the day of the festival.ohh well. now i know to relax it once in a while during the day. i ordered a recording of the fesival and bought a tee-shirt. i want to tryout for all district next year if i have time and then all state in my sophmore year. nothing else has really happened since the fesival. ill write lata!
~caitz~

couse selections, good things/luck

2005-05-09T17:34:00.000-07:00

wow i haven't written in a while...i have some catching up to do.

well last thursday we picked high school classes. it was kinda hard at first to decide on what electives to take. i was sitting next to Talia and she was getting really confused so i was helping her. i ended up picking:
1.Alegebra I
2.World Cultures
3.Physical Science A and B
4.Accelerated English 9
5.Study
6.Fitness/Wellness
7.French II
8.Concert Choir
next year if we still have 8 periods(i hope!)i want to take guitar/dance I. now that i think of it, i think i could take it even if we hade 7 periods. i think i'll have room in my schedule.yippppeee!!

i've also been thinking a lot lately. i've been thinking about life, love, school, friends. mostly about love. i've been thinking about reasons why i've been single for 2 1/2 years. at first i thought it was because i was unfortunate looking,to put it nicely. but no. i don't wanna sound egotistical but im not too bad looking. and then it came to me. luck. some people just have good luck. im not one of those people. i barely have any good things happen to me. so thats it. thats what it all boils down to. some people have good luck. for example, kris. she has the guy of her dreams. and they love each other. she is an example of good luck.

some people have good things happen to them.
some don't.
that's it.
the end.

~caitz~

vacation

2005-05-02T18:21:00.000-07:00

vacation was awsome!! i wish it was longer though. i went to nyc from sunday to wednesday with my dance studio KBDS. there was 21 of us, i think.

we got to nyc on sunday around 4:15 and unpacked. then at 7:00 we had a spirit of ny curise. it was fun. we had dinner and we danced...alot! then the next day i had 2 dance classes, modern and theater tap. they were both awsome! we learned this really confusing time step in tap but evntually i got it. yay for me!lol. that night me, my mom, my brother, and my friend abby went shopping in Time Square. it was fun! on tuesday, i had 2 dance classes, battet and jazz-funk-hip hop with Jermaine(sp?)Brown!!!he is such an awsooooome dancer!!! i was wicked sweaty and we still had a show to attend, Wicked. Wicked was awsome!!!i loved it soooooo much!!!we went and got the stars autographs afterward. we then went to Planet Hollywood for dinner and watched music videos the whole time. on wednesday i had yet another dance class, jazz, with Frank Hatchett!!!omg, it was awsome!! then we went up 5th ave with Louis Vuitton, Gucci, and all them famous brands. my friend abby got me, my mom, and my brother tickets to Spamalot, a take off of monty python and the holy grail. it had Tim Curry in it. he was awsome!!soo funny!!we got autographs afterward...all the ones we wanted except Tim Curry!boo hoo! he didn't come out. oh well. we got home around 11:50 pm. i was sooo tired!!nuttin else really to say soo i write lata!
~caitz~

JoDee Messina concert

2005-04-16T13:17:00.000-07:00

OMG!! on thursday i went to a JoDee Messina concert with Kris!!!! i love JoDee Messia!it was soooo fun! we got there an 1 1/2 hours early so we just walked around a little beforehand. we got in a got our seats and waited for about 1/2 hour. kris got a magnet. she wanted a picture but she didn't have enough money. she sang some old and some new songs. i love her new song "My Give A Damn's Busted"! i only have her greatest hits cd but i new most of the old songs anyway. her nephew died 10 days ago of cancer. her was like 5 yrs old i think. she wrote a song about him. i think it was called "Hevean Needs a Hero" it was sooo sad! they had a sideshow of him going while she sang. i also liked the song she sang about her family. it was sweet and funny at the same time. after she sang all the songs she knew she was going to sing, she told everyone that if they made a donation to the children's cancer research fund she would sing any song for them. she sang happy birthday a couple of times and amazing grace a couple of times. i wanted her to sing "I Wish" but she didn't. at the very end of the concert lots of ppl were going up to the front of the stage to get her autograph. me and kris went up and she reached right over kris to sign a person's shirt. and she was going down and slapping ppl's hand and i didn't stick my hand out. but other than that it was awsome. i have to get her cd when it comes out on april 26th!
~caitz~

dance on friday and stuff...

2005-04-10T11:43:00.000-07:00

we had a dance on friday and it was ok...we had the bad dj and there weren't a lot of ppl. i had fun dancing with my friends though. when the 7th graders left, lauren and maura requested this Queen song and did a really funny act/dance to it! it was awsome! i would've liked a certain few ppl to be there to make the dance even better but oh well...nothing seems to go my way anymore. everyday i begin to realize how my life is slowly turning down. everything is so confusing and messed up right now i can't even think straight sometimes. i just wanna get past all this and have things right and good for once. i know this might sound like all im doing is thinking about myself but i just feel so horrible at times right now. when i look at my friends and i see them happy i'm happy for them but deep down i want that for me. i just need to get away........

i loOk at you and i cry,
cuz deeP down im dying inside.
KNOWing i can't be with you,
kiLLs me all so tHrOugh...

~caitz~

fanlistings

2005-04-06T18:16:00.000-07:00

adding more fanlistings lata!

washington dc

2005-04-03T19:58:00.000-07:00

got back from dc on friday at 10:00pm! i was sooo tired! i will try to recap the week the best i can.

well, we got to dc on tuesday around 4:30ish and checked into our rooms. the rooms weren't the greatest...i mean the runners on the drawers were broken for heaven's sake! the beds sunk in when you sat on them and the bathroom was the size of a closet. we actually ran out of hot water one morning! the dinner/dance cruise was fun. there was 3 floors on the boat. some ppl didn't have the greatest time though. we had pizza and salad for dinner as we rode down the Potomac(did i spell that right?)

wednesday was our first day of sightseeing. we had breakfast at the crystal food court. i thought the food was decent.i dono if this is the order we saw things in but... we went to the holocaust museum and went through an exhibit called Daniel's Story about a young kid who survived the holocaust. it wasn't really very impacting becuz it was targeted for younger kids. i don't really think it gave the right effect for us. we also went to mount vernon, washington's house. we walked through his house. it was really kinda pretty. sam used most of her pictures there! lol. we went to the air and space museum for lunch. it was practically impossible to get a table for 4 or 5! it was sooooo crowded! we lucked into half a table near the end.whew! me and sam walked around the museum w/ alex w and alex z. it was really fun! after lunch we went to the american indian museum. that was really boring cuz we saw a movie on them. the only good part was looking at the jewelery with cori. it was sooo pretty! then went to the dinner theater at the Lazy Suzan. we were overdressed i think. there were ppl there wearing jeans! we were wearing nice evening dresses. the food was unrecognizable and the chicken was cold. i bought a strawberry daquri which was good. we saw The Pajama Game which had a horrible plot and horrible singers but the songs were good.

thursday was sightseeing as well. we went to arlington cemetary and saw the changing of the guards. i didn't really no what they were doing until after. we also saw a wreath laying that kimmie and mike lopez did. they did well. we went to the capitol building and got a group picture taken. some ppl's eyes are closed. im kinda of to the side. then we went to the museum of natrual history and american history. they were kinda boring and my feet started to hurt then so it made the museums all the more boring. some guys tried to pick me and sam up at the american museum. it was funny. then at a food court some black 10 yr old asked me my name and i just walked away. lol. the "illuminated tour" wasn't very "illuminated." it was still light out. lol. went to jefferson memorial, fdr memorial, and....if there was any more can't rememeber. we went to a food court for dinner then back to the hotel to sleep...zzzzzzz......

friday was the day we were leaving. we went to see the licoln memorial, the korean wall, the wwII memorial. that was sooo pretty!! it had a pool with fountains. it was amazing! then was the vietnam wall where we were to get taped.nicolle and a group of ppl were the only ones to get taped becuz the camera man got in trouble by the ranger. apparently you can't tape and sell the wall. so that was the end of that. we then got on the bus to go home and here i am now.

i gonna go get changed for bed and maybe eat something. im gonna add fan listings when i figure out how to do it. dance on friday!!! soo excited!!!!
~caitz~

song

2005-03-13T20:23:00.000-08:00

this song tells how im feeling right now:
I can't make you love me
Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize - don't patronize me

CHORUS: Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't'
Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't

I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

CHORUS: Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't'
Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't
~caitz~

talent show

2005-03-12T18:48:00.000-08:00

sorry for not writing in a while. haven't had time.

well, the talent show was last nite and i think it went pretty well. i was first to perform and everyone seemed to like it. if you didn't already know i sang "Blue" by Leann Rimes. Sammy and Cori played "Linus and Lucy" as a duet. it wasn't the best i've heard them, i must admit, but it was still really good. Sammy also played a song she wrote herself. it was really pretty. my dad was impressed by it. Matt, as always, irish step danced and he was great. Kris sang "26 Cents" by the Wilkensons. i had never heard of them b4 but i liked the song and i thought Kris sang it beautifully.let's see who else......ummmm.....oh yea! Me and Matt danced to "Burning Love" by Elvis. but we used a version that wasn't sung by Elvis. some people said we looked "cute" up there. Hannah played her bass guitar to "Girls and Boys" by Good Charolote. Mr. Borik had the music too loud so you couldn't really hear Hannah playing. she said she couldn't even hear herself! grrrr! there were also some 7th graders that did well. there was Kendall.....Nii..ii. i forgot her last name but she played the sax to a really really pretty jazz song. i liked it. there was also a kid named Trevor Neirendorf. i dono if i spelled that right. lol. he played his electric guitar and sang a song he wrote. the music was really well written. as you can probably tell from my reviews, the show was, in my opinion, a success. i don't really have much more to write about right now. i might in a few days.
~caitz~

vermont!!!!other stuff.......

2005-03-02T19:46:00.000-08:00

hey i just got back from vermont with the Majchers!IT WAS SOOOOO MUCH FUNNN!!!!!!! we went from saturday around 3:00pm to wednesday around 11:00am. we got there around 7:30 pm on sat. and practically went straight to bed. the next day we got up around 8:30 and went skiing around 9:15. sammy dragged me down every glade and mogel trail she could manage to find. she pushed me to do things i probably would never do. thnx sammy!!! they turned out to not be that hard though. the only real problem was ice and the snow getting clumpy so you could catch an edge. we went skiing the next day too(monday). that was funn too. i got my ski caught in a fallen pine tree and mrs.majcher tried to help me but that just made things worse! lol!! it was funny to see.then on tuesday we went skiing again. after lunch we all went out together and thats when things got rough. mr.majcher said he knew of some good glades so went went to them. i was doing pretty good and then sammy ran into a tree. i stopped to see if she was ok and then i said i ski on. i thought jp and eamen were already up ahead. so then i crash into some trees and my skis go on either side of the trees. one actually came off! i couldn't get them on becuz the snow was too deep. i got out of the glades and onto the trail. the trail was too steep for me to get my skis back on so i slide on my butt to the bottom where there was an intersection where you could go two ways. it was flat there so i got my skis on and skied to the lift at the bottom. mrs. majcher was waiting there for me and said the rest of the group had gone back into the glades looking for me. we waited for them to come back. when they did come back we went up to the T-BAR and back to the condo. sammy hurt her back but she took some Advil for it.

it was a pretty good week overall. im glad i went with sammy not only for the skiing. i got to talk to her about things. we spent time together that might have been lost. we had fun with the cameras the first night.omfg!!! it was soo funny! we took pictures of the most random things!! i can't wait for them to be developed. it was cool also being so close to Canada. lots of things were in french and i could actually understand some of it. there was a french channel too! lol. im glad to be back though. i missed my puppy and my family.

i never got to tell you that i was sorry matt for spazing at you like that since i've been gone. like i said, i was in a horrible mood and things were getting worse as the day went on. i really didn't mean aything that i said now that i think about it. so i will see you on saturday.

i have to do my english project still. grrrr!!!! y do they give us hw on vaca!! ponder that since im done writing for today.
~caitz~

talent show tryouts

2005-02-24T20:07:00.000-08:00

well they're not tryouts exactly. they're more to see if your talent is ready to be performed. the people i can remember that tryout are:
1. kris-singing
2.erin somebody-weird flexability things
3.sammy-piano
4.jared roco- piano
5.kris brown-piano(he is sooooo good!!!!)
6.sammy and cori-duet on piano
7.chelsey delacy-singing
8. kendall somebody-saxaphone
9.hannah g-bass guitar
10. trevor somebody-guitar and singingsong he wrote
11.matt c-irish step dancing(he sooooo good!!!!)
12. me-singing
13. olivia, nicole,liana, and arielle-dancing
14.me and matt-dancing
oh yea and about that matt. if you hate it so much lets just not do it. i don't want to have a dance partner who isn't liking what they're doing. so lets just forget about it,k? im not having a good day. and this doen't help it any. olivia said i was a good singer but i dono if she was telling the truth. vacation cannot come soon enough.....
~caitz~

2nd guys and dolls,my love, and the talent show

2005-02-21T16:18:00.000-08:00

on saturday we had our last show of Guys and Dolls. my dad taped that one and it came out horrible! we have a really old video camera so thats probably why. joey(kris's stepfather) taped it as well so she is going to make a copy of it for us. joey has more modern equiptment then we do so it probably came out better.evreything was going fine till Havana. that was the funniest thing id ever seen!!! kris had to fall into eric's lap and eric wasn't ready to catch her so she and him tipped over, the bench tipped over and the table tipped over. they covered really well by ad-libbing but it was still funny. the audience thought it was supposed to happen so we're all good! we had the cast party after and that was fun. one of my really really good friends was depressed but i think its almost better.

the talent show tryouts/auditions are on thursday. they're just to see if you're ready to perform. if you are, you're good to go! im singing "Blue" by LeAnne Rimes and doing a dance to a Lion King song. i was in the talent show last year. but i think this year will be better. kris, sammy, matt, cori, and some other ppl are in it this year. can't wait!

over the past few days ive figured something out bout myself. im feeling something i've never felt before. true love. i dono towards who yet but i no thats its deffinately true love. well thats about it.
~caitz~

boulder morty's and guys and dolls

2005-02-19T10:52:00.000-08:00

sorry i haven't updated in a while. been really busy. so here's what's happened.

on friday(yesterday) we went to Boulder Morty's. and for all you who don't know what that is it is an indoor rock climbing place. I had soooooo much funnnnnnn!!!! one half of the team came in the morning and the other half came in the afternoon. i was a belayer so i got to stay the whole day. i was glad i got to stay because i got more rock climbing in and i didn't have to watch the movie that we would watch while we weren't at Boulder Morty's. I climbed all the ones i could. they might start offering after school rock climbing sessions at Boulder Morty's and i want to do it. its only once a week and they pick up and drop off so our parents don't have to. it sounds like a lot of fun. I was really tired after i got home and i still had the musical to do!

one down. one to go. we had the first Guys and Dolls show last night and it went off pretty well. except for the curtain getting stuck and the scenery almost falling down. but that crisis was adverted by mrs. adams. lizzy's laments were extra super slow because of the piano. only i would say "extra super" right? lol! i had 3 lines to sing and in the song Guys and Dolls. i think i did pretty well. it was a little crazy in the beginning before the show started. but it always is. i hope mrs.adams and mrs.grupposo thought i did good. i hope we do better tonight. i think we will. wish us good luck!

so thats basically all that's happened. if more things happen i will updated if i have time.
~caitz~

Busy and stuff thats happened

2005-02-10T16:32:00.000-08:00

i haven't tagged in a while and i probably wont for a while. i dono if ill have time. anyway, i still have to sign up for the Talent Show with Mr. Bourke. i just figured out today who he was! lol. me=stupid. still dono what song im going to sing. im sooo mad the storm missed us cuz that means we had school today! ohh well. we better have school tomorrow so we can have the dess rehersal for Guys And Dolls. sooo excited! we have our last radio play mtg on monday. its almost over. its due on tuesday for us A block. thats cori's block.

i can't wait till February vaca. im going to Jay's Peak with the Majcher's. that's in vermont. im sooo excited! we are coming back on wednesady and the rest of vaca im going one night to sam's to sleepover and one night i want to have a sleepover with sammy and kris. i am feeling much better about the relashionship between me and sammy and kris.

kris: i heard that you were baking off sammy so me and her can grown together again. if thats true, you don't need to. i would hate to be the breaker of a friendship. and besides there's another option. all 3 of us can grow together at the same time. we don't have to exclude anyone. the only reason i said that i fet like the 3rd wheel because i was in a bad mood that day and i was having self-confidence issues that day. i want all 3 of us to be friends together.
sammy and kris: if you guys are free from thursday to sunday on february vac then maybe we can have a sleepover then. i think it would be fun! lol im hyperrrrrrrrrr!!!!!

well thats all for now. im going to watch THE FORGOTTEN. hope its good!!!
~caitz~

no more braces, drama, superbowl, radio plays.....

2005-02-07T17:50:00.000-08:00

I GOT MY BRACES OFF TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPPEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! IM SOOOOO HAPPPPPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got them off at 10:00 am today. then i went into school at around 12:30 pm. my retainer is purple and sparkley and the case is turquoise, white, blue and green swirls. the retainers are tight right now. i don't have to wears them when i eat or sing which is good.

i had a leads only practice today after school. it was so much fun!!!!!! when lizzy and kris were singing "Marry The Man Today" the rest of us(eric, sammy, doyle ect.....) were doing this thing where every other person would stand up and the others would bend down. so it was like an up, down, up, down type of thing. it was hilarious! and dylan kept messing up his blocking in Luck Be A Lady so we did that scene like 5 times! urg!!!!

the superbowl was yesterday and.....we won!!!!! the Patriots are superbowl champs once again!!!!!! yipeeeeeee!!!!!!!! i went to bed around the middle of the 3rd quarter. the score was 14-7 us. the halftime show was great! Paul McCartney sang a few songs. if you don't know, he was part of the Beatles, a great 60's and 70's.

we had a radio play mtg on saturday night and we recorded. before we recorded we practiced a couple of times. there were like 6 things that happened all in a row. so sammy was trying to get them in order and she was like "door, scream, slam, thud, ring, talk, thunder!" wait. that was 7. ohh darn!! oh well. and i was supposed to scream then thud. and we were slaming a pillow against the floor to make the thud. and i couldn't do it! i kept screaming funnily. wait is funnily a word? don't think so. anyway, i finally go it right.

im glad i got to hang out with sammy. cori and kimmie too but sammy and i, it seems have grown apart. when she and kris weren't friends she would tell me everything and i would help her through the hard times. then when she and kris became friends again, its like i was shoved into the dark. she 's telling kris everything. sure she tells me some things but i feel like she doesn't trust me or something. its her choice but i dono, i thought she could tell me everything. well sammy, if you're reading this please know that i love you(in a bff like way) and will always be there for you. if you think that i wouldn't understand you because im not going through the same things you are and kris is, i do understand. im there to help and to heal. well, oh well. i guess i will always be the 3rd wheel.
~caitz~

no more blog, radio play mtg...

2005-02-05T12:36:00.000-08:00

i've decided to not work on Quiet Compassion anymore like i said i would. keeping up one blog is work enough for me!

so i had a radio play mtg last nite and it was really fun!! we went through the play the first time and kimmie was doing the sound effects. lets just say that didn't work out very well..... we were supposed to have a door opening and i was the only one who remembered. but i wasn't close to the door so i was like " door door door door door door door!!!!!!!!" it was hillarious at the time. and we were having footsteps through the hall and kimmie got her sneakers and it sounded like "clunk clunk clunk" i sounded like a herd of elephants. so we had to change that. we also took the picture for our cover with sammy's camera. we took a couple then decided to video tape. she has that on her camera. that was soooooo funny!!!! i took it and i was video taping everything!! i was sooo hyper i was talking to the camera! don't ask..... the mrs glover came to bring everyone home and got stuck at the bottom of our driveway. i was funny because everyone went to walk down to the car and 5 minutes later they come back. i was like wtf? the they told me and we went and watched some tv till the car was unstuck.

then today i read 40-50 pgs for english and filled in the first events for the timeline. i bought a kareoke cd for the talent show. thnx for the site kris! its great! i am either going to do the following:
1. Aint No Mountain High Enough
2. I Herad It Through The Grapevine
3. Proud Mary
4. Band Of Gold
i like all those songs so im set. i have to go now. iv'e been on a long time and its soo nice out.
~caitz~

radio plays on superbowl, tag boards, BG...

2005-02-02T19:05:00.000-08:00

i really haven't had time to write anything lately. the superbowl is on sunday!!! yay!!!!! go pats!!!!! we changed ou radio play mtg from sunday to saturday so we could watch the superbowl. goodie!! i am probably not going to BG but i may go in 10th grade. not sure yet. i am going to write a nice declinal letter so i will be in good favor with them already. who ever it is that is saying the stuff on the tgboards about me and my friends and saying they are joanna, STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!! you will be sorry and you will regret everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if you are reading this just stop now and it won't get messy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!tell us the truth to ou faces or the truth online. it is just easiest. well i have to go to modern class so thats all for now.
~caitz~
ps. you will be sorry "secret admierer"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

school dance, BG, tag board....

2005-01-29T14:32:00.000-08:00

we had a dance last nite and it was sooo!!!!!!! fun!!!!!! the dances are always fun! rachel, emily, and lauren got there a little late but at least they were there. i just got finished watching Center Stage. that is the best dance movie eva!!!!!!! i wish i could dance ballet like that. the way she moves and her feet and everything. its amazing!!! i haven't decided if i want to go to ABT or not. i just dono. i got my BG letter yesterday and.......i got in! all my friends don't want me to leave them but i am so fed up with this school system! i don't wanna leave them either but i absolutely hate the way the HB school system is run! i am soooooo ready for something new. and besides i would already no someone there...if she goes. her name is Taylor and she is in my tap class.it would be easire fitting in. im gonna ask for opinions by prople who go there before i make my choice. look at my tag board. someone is posing as one of my best friends and saying mean stuff about me that i no she would never say. if anyone knows who it is PLEEZE!!!!!!!!!! tell me!!!!!!!!!!! i am gonna get to the bottom of this! well, g2g get ready for hip hop. after watching Center Stage i am tottally inspired!
~caitz~

snow day, braces, and.....stuff

2005-01-26T18:37:00.000-08:00

today we had a snow day! ya!!!!!! but you no what stinks? i got up at 5:45am and got changed and went downstairs for breakfast at 6:15am. my mom is watching the news to see if school is closed. nothing. she watches a little more. nothing. then like 3 minutes later it comes up " just in:brookline-closed" I WAS SOOOO MAD! at that point i couldn't go back to sleep becuz i was already up and doing stuff. so i watched " Stuart Little." i no i no. why are you watching "Stuart Little?" I happen to like that movie thank you very much. i also found out today that on february 7th i am getting my braces off!!!! ya!!!!!!!!!! i had to get molded for my retainer today. to do that, i had to stick my teeth in this ewwey clay stuff. when it was over i was gagging. ewwey and ikey! i am getting a purple sparkley retainer. i wanted a pink one but the pink one they had was faded and gross. i heard that the mystery 600 page reading thing for english is due on monday. i have to read like heck and work like heck this weekend to finish. i have 7 chapters to read and the project to still do! grrrrr!!!!! well i can't exactly think right now because my brother is practicing his stand up act. ya...... well still working on this blog and kris or sammy: i can't seem to get music on my blog. i signed up and it wouldn't let my download. helppp! also: how do you put your friends' blogs' links on your blog? again....helppppp! well i am going to watch " The Truman Show" with Jim Carrey. neva seen it. hope its good!
~caitz~

checking sumtin

2005-01-22T18:08:00.000-08:00

im just checking sumtin. as you can see my first entry is all messed up. so im seeing what will happen when i type a new entry. i hope it straightens itself out cuz its really annyoing. if it doesn't then when i have sammy or kris over i willsee if they can help fix it. i had dance todya. we did a dance to MC Hammmer "U Can't Touch This". it was the funniest thisng ever! it was super fast and no one really could do it. we were just doing that dance for fun anyway. it wasn't for the recital. my recital hip hop song is from You Got Served. the song is "Pump It Up" it's a good dance song. well nothing else happened today. i might go to the mall w/ latia and kris tomorrow. that reminds me.i have to call latia. i'll do that in a sec. well thats it for now!
~caitz~

still checkin....

2005-01-22T15:18:00.000-08:00

this is another check. it is short cuz i wanna see what happens with a short entry.
~Caitz~

new blog, dancing, mrs cicciu

2005-01-20T20:51:00.000-08:00

this is my new and improved blog. I am still going to work on QUIET COMPASSION but I am going to like this on better. it is more....me. as you can probably tell I LOVE to dance!!!!!!!! it is my life. it is me. if you watch a dancer dance then you are getting to know them a little bit more. you can learn many things from a dance performance. I have been dancing since I was 3 yrs old. I hope to be on Broadway someday. i take dance 5 times a week and hope to be in my dance school's company next year. i was 2 points away from making it this yr! 2 points! can you believe it!? oh well. dance classes are so much fun. each class is like a family. we have so much fun and we laugh at each other and ourselves when we mess up. don't really have time to write alot now. i am still working on this blog. it probably won't be finished for a while since im so busy with dance and the stupid radio plays. GRRRRRRR!!! the radio plays take up so much time. i also have 11 days to read 250 pages! mrs. cicciu shouldn't have given us reading this month along with the radio plays. its way too much! we also have stuff from other teachers! and a social life. which, at least for me, has crumbled this month.GRRRR!! mrs.cicciu is soo annyoing and has no feeling for us kids and our lives! oh, i said i didn't have alot to write about didn't I? oops! apparently i do. well i have to go now. soo tired! don't forget to keep checking QUIET COMPASSION cuz im still working on that one. luv y'all!
~caitz~